That's when I found you.

:(

2010-11-11T18:21:00.000-08:00

FML

2010-10-15T12:14:00.001-07:00

Teeheee. :D Today i had a great time chatting with LWN at msn VIA blackberry :D

We understand each other better. Thanks love :)
Ilove you :D

2010-10-12T10:29:00.000-07:00

Dear LWN!

Ahhhhhhhh. The bus journey was long today, how i wish i could talk to you and have you by my side :D . First day only. Hope you're doing fine there. Im gonna miss you badly.

Do miss me too :)

Iloveyou

Angels

2010-04-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

Who else on earth still believes in angels?
Who else on earth still believes in happy endings?
Who else on earth still believes in happily ever after?

Naive thoughts, simple mind.
Why smash my dreams?
Why shatter my hopes?

I'm just stupid.
There's nothing call prince charming.
There's nothing call forever.

Your smile

2010-04-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

Will my smile make you smile genuinely as well?

Picnic

2010-04-04T12:39:00.000-07:00

Are you excited?

When a boy becomes a man

2010-04-04T12:19:00.000-07:00

Becoming,

A man who knows how to appreciate the things she does for him.
A man who pampers her with something that money can't buy.
A man who knows his mistakes and try to make it right.
A man who can be her pillow whenever i need someone to lean on.
A man who knows when to give in and let down his pride.
A man who'd communicate, listen and respond.
A man who respects her, her family and his.
A man who enjoys what life has to offer.
A man who can say yes or no instead of 'anything'.
A man who won't keep her waiting though the day or night.
A man who (at least) try figure out what's going on inside her and resolve it.
A man who help the relationship work when it gets tough.
A man who'd never lay his hand on woman.
A man who knows how to cherish the present.
A man who works hard and planning well for his future
A man who is motivated.
A man who takes responsibility for his actions
A man who gives me freedom that she need.
A man who will put himself in others' shoes.
A man who takes initiative.
A man who loves her with no doubts.

Someone out there believes strongly in this.

I just knew

2010-04-04T12:11:00.000-07:00

"You wanna know why girls don’t wanna start a conversation first either by calling, texting or IM-ing with the guy that she likes? It’s because she doesn’t wanna seem too desperate. She’s afraid that if she starts the conversation first every single time, she might lose what she had or almost had with that guy. So that’s why she always just wait ‘til the guy talks to her first. It’s safer that way."

The boy

2010-04-04T12:08:00.000-07:00

Wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person.

Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, and who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances.

Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no one else, and when he smiles, you know he needs you.

Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world even when you’re in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him.

And most of all wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because that’s where you belong.

She's waiting, she says.

He says

2010-04-04T11:08:00.000-07:00

Dad once told me if I could get into a University, he would buy me a sports car.
So I had been analysing for days and nights,
Maybe I could get a Diploma, he might buy me a Nissan.
But come to the worst, I am equipped with only a O level cert.
Ah ha! Dad might buy me a bike.
I ought to own a bicycle from Dad cause at least I had a PSLE cert in my hands already.
Right right?

It's blogging time

2010-04-04T10:00:00.000-07:00

Keron says he's going to blog :D

Is she the one?

2010-04-04T01:14:00.000-07:00

相爱容易，相处难。

Should I let it go, or should I wait?
Will the change or outcome be the one i desired for?
What am I holding on?

2010-01-25T09:42:00.000-08:00

Well. This post is dedicated for someone special.

:) :) :)

She's my love - LeongWanNing

Well. Been together with you for almost 7 months. Im very happy with you by my side.
Thanks for the encouragement always. :) you're sweet to me. Although irritating at times. But i love being irritated by you. :) Hahahaa. I wonder when will you see this post. I shall keep quiet and see how long you need to find out about this post. We Shall SEE.

All the motivational talk by you make me perservere in what i want to do. I mean it.
Without you by my side, i guess i would have already collapsed falling into depression.

I love you :B

Hugs and Kisses to my love.

:) CIAO

2010-01-17T10:28:00.000-08:00

:) :) :)
:B :B :B

I feel glad now. I feel more clear of what my future is like now. I will strive hard from now on.
Today is the Changing Point. Thanks LeongggYunnnnnNengggggg

:) i love you. i hope we could achieve what we have plan okay.

:) im off to do my Homework . :)

2010-01-01T10:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone.

Hope this year would be a better one . :)

First of all. I wanna make a few NEWYEAR resolution.

1) I wanna do well in my studies. From 2010 onwards. No more Sloppy me.
2) I wanna save money. :) No more unneccesary money SPLURGING
3) I wanna make you feel more love this year. I want your everyday to be a :)
4) I wanna change my bad habits . And improve to be a better one

I wish all of my family and friends good health and wealth :)

CIAO

Great Weekend

2009-11-15T10:33:00.000-08:00

13th Nov

HAHAHA. went for maths test in the morning. feel glad im able to do the paper. after which. spend the afternoon in school walking around.

Plan was changed. watch movie instead of sing K. Watched 2012, well what i can say is. the movie doesnt worth your money. the movie was long and draggy. The ending was easily anticipated.

Cab down to geylang for dinner. Had favourite DRIED BAN MIAN, then SMELLY TOFUFU and lastly BEANCURDCURD. :D

Send her home and then home sweet home.

14th Nov

Woke up quite late. and did something bad today, broke my promise. i told her i could send her to her destinaton by 3, but due to some reasons. im unable to send her there on time. im sorry :(
after which met up with the 5 guys.

Went to eski-bar the first time, although it's more expensive than other bar. i guess the ambience there is very nice. :D

Madness over the bar. DANCE DRINK. Zy was funny enough to go and disturb those REDHAIR.
had bahkutteh for dinner at clarke quay. Nice but expensive. Had chippy's cheezy hot dog as well.

Went to play pool after dinner and etc. did something bad again, i shouted at her. argh. im sorry. you know i didnt mean to shout at you alright. i was really worried.

Send her home after that, and went home. final destination was at longjie's place
his place was not bad. SLEPT at his place with changda and zy. End of day

15th Nov

Watched Poker King. that movie was good. hahaha. send her home before having dinner at 85 market and end of the day.

Had a great weekend this week. :)

anyway. ilu alright. :)

Simple And Nicely Done

2009-11-08T09:13:00.000-08:00

Hahaha. Woke up very early today and fell back to sleep. Was in total of hunger today.
Cause i had no money left. Not even a cent left. Sigh. Rot at home until afternoon.

Borrowed money from my God-sister :)
Met her. :) . And send her to driving centre and waited for her till her driving lesson end.
Then we went to bishan from ubi area. Took 59. Talked all the way in bus.
It's never boring with you by my side. Hahaha.

Had dinner at Junction 8. Walked the whole shopping mall. Without any money left.
I can realise how important is money when i dont have any money left. :(. Sigh..

Took Bus 13 and send her home From Bishan to Geylang. HAHAHA.
Journey was rather faster than i expects.

Then Home Sweet Home After she got home.

That's all folks.

ilu <3

Money makes the world goes round

2009-11-07T11:14:00.000-08:00

True enough, Money makes the world goes round, but for me.
Today, The Absence of MONEY makes my world goes down :(

Argh. Another typical day staying at home. So bored today.
I dont understand FPPKG, Shit this subject. =/
I prefer CATech. It's more fun.

Fresh n New

2009-11-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

Well. Thanks for giving me a chance, I could say. :).
I will start over anew just like how i want to start it with you :).
I promise you i will stay be your side. Always

Iloveyou :)

How good would it be

2009-11-04T02:50:00.000-08:00

Sigh. I'm sick today, dont know why. keep feeling dizzy. Head is so heavy. =/
I remember around a month ago , you took care of me when i was sick that day.
Keep on pouring water to me :). i was so glad that time. i had such a nice person by my side.
I've told myself to cherish you. But it was so soon that , when i start to cherish you.
Everything is gone. Devastation is the only word can describe me.

Somehow, i feel that i couldn't understand you anymore in some sense.
You seems like a stranger to me. But you were once the closest person i find.
That's two extreme end. I seems not being able to adapt this life.

I missed sharing all my stories with you , Upon listening to your laughter, i feel so glad.
Willingly. Tell you everything i know.

Now, Only the dog in my house would be by my side whenever i want to find someone to speak to.
I've alots to tell you. But i guess. You'll not trust me anymore.

Daze

2009-11-02T07:33:00.000-08:00

This is one of the worst day of my life , didn't had anything all the way until 4. Argh. Was feeling sick, gastric and headache look for me at FC lab.

Lab was okay. Just abit draggy. Hahaha. I guess i could get Full mark for the post lab for last week. Glad that i'm able to do. Hope i can get through this stage of my life. Clearing all my subjects this semester. And achieve 1.0 GPA at least.

I dont know why. I still misses you so much. Even after 1 week.
People asked me to give up and look for someone else.
I just smiled to them, because i couldnt find someone else to give me happiness more than you.

Many thoughts ran through my head this few days, why couldnt i forget you?
what's so special about you? i dont know. my heart just leads me to you.
i couldnt give up. Really couldnt. even though i've told myself before.

i just hope i could go back to the life i used to have with you.

without you girl, my life is incomplete.

Move On? Will I?

2009-11-01T05:54:00.000-08:00

I'm back to blog. First of all, I've lost something really precious recently. Not any amount of money can get this happiness back for me. I starts to feel very cocked up with myself now. I guess i've missed my directions now. Really lost. I dont know why.

You'll always stand in my heart , no matter how you've said nasty things to me.
Because i love you. i really do.

If there's a choice. I would not move on. As i couldnt move on without you.
But i guess it's no within my control to do anything. I'm really weak now.
I feel that i could collapse at anytime, really anytime.

You may think that i only learn to treasure things after i lose it.
I guess you're wrong. I dont express myself well.
If only i could have another last chance. Just once.

Sarang-Hae-yo